Couldn’t describe my situation better. Life is about timing. This is has been the most difficult 2 weeks of my life. Growing up is a real tough pill to swallow. My life is really just beginning, and not being a kid anymore sucks. Making big decisions just sucks, sometimes it takes time even when the time isn’t there. Everyone wants answers now. This is really difficult and I want you know that I care about you a lot. I feel like I think about you more now than I ever did before, which just makes it harder. Moving and moving on at the same time don’t really mix well together. I know you still care as much as I do so if you’re just patient it will work itself out. Once I know what I’m doing everything will be a lot easier.
The little “smile” at the end is the cutest.
This and you have been my life over the last two years…and now they’re both gone. And I truly am sad and wonder what would have happened if you did come here…